She had settled well enough into her new home she supposed. It was far quieter here, those ashore keeping their distance without the promise of docks and piers nearby. While there was still distress over the attack that drove her here, she had to try and remind herself that it was foolish to remain in a place so ripe with dangers for her. while she certainly couldn't find it to blame Naga for his transgressions against her, the second had been born of malice, of a greed that she could not hope to understand.
Her eyes were dull as she once again allowed them to cast over the ruined collar of her dress. The soft ivory was still stained, a remnant of that tragedy that she could not seem to cleanse from the garment. She could repair the gashes, certainly, but she was not willing to part with materials in that endeavor if she could not bring the old traces of blood from the fabric. A slight sigh poured from her lungs as she allowed her foot to move, pushing the loft hammock to peacefully swing beneath the sunlit deluge of the large open window. The wafting breeze of the ocean and the lullaby of the softly rocking tides accompanied her labors. The stitch remover was comfortable within her palm as she released the threads of the gown's neck all together.
There was a part of her that yearned to do away with it all together, to toss it into her hearth along with the reflections of memories attached to it. Woefully, however, she was not in any semblance of finances to do such a thing. Even her basket of fabric scraps was greatly diminished. It paled in comparison to the one back at her other home, though she dared not return to it's steps any longer to even retrieve any of her belongings. Her only collection now was whatever the waves were gracious enough to deliver upon the secluded beach.
Melancholy had poured itself like cold water into her heart, swimming through her veins in a breath of lonliness. It had been awhile since Naga's last visit, and the recollection often found her. Though she was certain her twin was still wrapped up in his vices and would be quite fine, it was Fin that worry tugged at her over. She knew the hardships of living under their mother's watchful gaze - though she was not as pressured as her brothers, she worried for the younger. There was also the pit of concern that came with what she eventually knew awaited him should he not be ruled a failure as she had been. The bite of immortality, an ailment that she had aided Naga through, but had also caused him to lash out at her. Maybe it was for the best if she missed it. The thought dug through her chest without reservation, and her vision blurred as she was finally forced to halt her toiling, no longer able to see properly. The tears dripped from her lash-line, yet another weakness that her mother so loathed about her. She missed them. While she had grieved the loss of her matron's love long ago, the presence of the other two was as fresh a wound as the punctures that had mottled her neck and shoulder.
It wasn't until the knock at her door that the trail of lament would end, instead replaced by the impulse of fear. An overwhelming surge that effectively froze her as she dared not even breathe. She knew it wouldn't be enough, not with her traitorous pulse frantically pounding against her ears. A sound that nearly overwhelmed the vocals that soon came. “Naza you home?” Her pent breath was released in a flood of relief, of happiness. "Yes! Yes I'm coming!" she called, allowing her work in progress to topple into the basket containing her sewing supplies. Her hands wiped along her cheeks, clearing the remnants of her sorrow as her steps hastily carried her towards the portal.
She opened it, and gave him no room to attempt to avoid her as she wrapped her arms tightly around him. He was taller than she remembered, forcing her to wonder just how long it had been since she hugged him like this. No longer could she rest her chin atop his crown. "Oh, Fin, I'm so happy to see you." She would whisper before he could escape her as she held no doubt he would not waste time in doing.
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