continuation from other thread
Don't bother letting go
Each time his arms flexed around her smaller form, pulling her in closer and providing her with his warmth she found her mind and body ease. Close enough to feel his warmth and become familiar with his smell, his presence something she found herself able to get used to quickly. Even as she wept, even as her tears soaked through the cloth of his shirt he did not pull away, instead pulling her closer to provide further comfort. Her eyes squeezed shut, the last tear rolling from her cheek and onto his lap while his voice filled her ears. The last thing she wanted was to impede, to become a burden to him and his family. It was far too many people for her to find comfort in bothering, but he assured her that would not be the case. The offer caught her between a rock and a hard place knowing very well she did not enjoy staying home either, alone especially, so what was she to do? Become a possible burden to strangers or one to herself? The thought was fleeting as he spoke again, confessing that his house too could become cluttered. She chuckled softly, able to relate to his words a long, long time ago. She found the story of her misfortunes teetering on her tongue, to mention her siblings, mother, and father, but it was another part of her past that was too sad to bring up. Especially now. His comfort alone only made her want to forget what happened to them, even if temporary. She found joy in his presence and didn't desire to ruin that. Gentle fingers continued to brush up and down his side, occasionally rolling the fabric softly between her fingers before her palm rested on his thigh. Though the air had a bitter touch, his skin provided the feeling of home. She didn't wish to break the embrace, daring not to move as she didn't want him to think she was uncomfortable and move away from her to provide her space. I'm here anytime you need me. Unsure if he could see her face fully, she smiled, "and I hope you know the same sentiment goes for you." This did not seem like the same man she met at the bar, the one who had just as venomous quips at her. He was gentle, nurturing, willing to put others before himself and he hid it behind a harder exterior. Though he often made jokes she knew there was something deeper that was not willing to share with the world, willing to keep hidden so deep so he did not feel like a burden to those around him. An internal struggle, one she had felt many times. She hoped that at least in her presence, he found some kind of solace at this moment. A soft exhale escape her lips, her eyes closing as she soaked the moment in with the warmth of the sun warming her legs. Have you had breakfast yet this morning? Her chin lifted slightly until his profile came into view, she took note of the smile which she mirrored back. "To be fair I kind of left you hanging," slowly she rose from her position, though not wanting to, and looked at the building nearest to them. "Breakfast would be nice. Would you consider yourself a top-tier chef?" She joked back, her hand rested on the bench beside her legs and head cocked at him slightly, a playful smirk resided upon her lips as well. |
Jahi