12-18-2023, 11:49 PM
Vutris remained close at her side as she roamed the emptier streets of Kaisermont. It had been quite some time since she had trespassed these streets, and it was nothing but her loosened leash of freedom that brought her here. A watchful eye of the Belevron household remained close by, of course, one she held little objection to. If she truly yearned for privacy, she supposed such a gaze would be easy enough to sever. She knew not the pathways of the smaller city, but the wilds were far closer than the walls of Odersten would allow. Her adventure today was not malicious by any means, no intention to try and rid herself of these gilded shackles, a vow she had made in sacrifice to the weaker of the twins. No, she mainly made her way through in order to taste the salty breeze of the sea upon her tongue again.
In some respects, this place reminded her of that city by the ocean. The faces here were gaunt however, like many of the beggars had been - like she had been, but unlike then, even those that worked and toiled looked thin and she feared for them should a strong breeze wrack their bones. But oh how lovely it would be to glide upon the zephyrs with naught but a shirt as a sail, as a parachute to plant roots in some other far distant scene. Like the delicate dandelion seeds of their sacred grounds, the desert oasis where one could feel the gentler glissade of grass underfoot in place of grueling sands. She drew in deeply the smell of the pier, the filth and purity alike. The long days of summer accented both, the stretching fingers of the sun's rays poured over the glittering, genial waves. It brought back memories, both the good and the bad. She could picture herself with her sisters seated neatly upon the boardwalk, legs up to their knees dipped in the comfortable temperatures of the tide dragging too and fro as they indulged in flavored ice. That was before they were no longer welcome through the gates of the sahara jewel. That was the last time she'd had such a treat, and she wasn't certain if it made the imagery sweeter or left it completely bitter in hindsight.
What would they think, if they could see her now? To see her dressed in layers of clothing? Of lace and bows? To see her wild hair tamed and neatly contended with? What would they think of this pier? It wasn't as large as theirs, it wasn't as clean and the faces didn't smile nearly as much, but the bruises left behind upon the tenderness of her heart softly whispered they would find contentment here. Once upon a time, they would have found happiness no matter where they were as long as they were together. Her father may have claimed he knew not how to raise children without his wife, but they would be forced to disagree with him. She would beg to differ. But she was the only one left of them now. Perhaps the only remnant what so ever of her people as a whole. She sighed as she slipped the shoes from her feet and settled herself on the ledge, hiking up her skirts and allowing her limbs to dip into the waves. They were considerably colder than those she remembered, but the sensation felt the same.
It felt lonely now.
In some respects, this place reminded her of that city by the ocean. The faces here were gaunt however, like many of the beggars had been - like she had been, but unlike then, even those that worked and toiled looked thin and she feared for them should a strong breeze wrack their bones. But oh how lovely it would be to glide upon the zephyrs with naught but a shirt as a sail, as a parachute to plant roots in some other far distant scene. Like the delicate dandelion seeds of their sacred grounds, the desert oasis where one could feel the gentler glissade of grass underfoot in place of grueling sands. She drew in deeply the smell of the pier, the filth and purity alike. The long days of summer accented both, the stretching fingers of the sun's rays poured over the glittering, genial waves. It brought back memories, both the good and the bad. She could picture herself with her sisters seated neatly upon the boardwalk, legs up to their knees dipped in the comfortable temperatures of the tide dragging too and fro as they indulged in flavored ice. That was before they were no longer welcome through the gates of the sahara jewel. That was the last time she'd had such a treat, and she wasn't certain if it made the imagery sweeter or left it completely bitter in hindsight.
What would they think, if they could see her now? To see her dressed in layers of clothing? Of lace and bows? To see her wild hair tamed and neatly contended with? What would they think of this pier? It wasn't as large as theirs, it wasn't as clean and the faces didn't smile nearly as much, but the bruises left behind upon the tenderness of her heart softly whispered they would find contentment here. Once upon a time, they would have found happiness no matter where they were as long as they were together. Her father may have claimed he knew not how to raise children without his wife, but they would be forced to disagree with him. She would beg to differ. But she was the only one left of them now. Perhaps the only remnant what so ever of her people as a whole. She sighed as she slipped the shoes from her feet and settled herself on the ledge, hiking up her skirts and allowing her limbs to dip into the waves. They were considerably colder than those she remembered, but the sensation felt the same.
It felt lonely now.