06-02-2024, 03:30 AM
Helayne
She woke to the soft patter of raindrops on the canvas tent above her, the scent of earth and the coming storm a balm, trying to lure her back to sleep. Somewhere a chorus of birdsong echoed through the treetops. She could feel the warmth of her direwolf, Ghost, curled around her. His slow steady breathing signaling he was still dreaming. Nestled beside him in the thick of her furs, it was hard to force her eyes open into the early morning light. She could see the hazy outline of the forest beyond where the tent was tied open, water dripping in thick rivulets down its side. Freya was grazing already, the only sound the soft pull of her teeth and the whisk of her long tail. It was eerily peaceful, something that after this last week she wasn’t sure she’d ever take for granted again. Gingery, she pulled her blanket back and tried to sit up. A blinding white hot pain stole the breath from her as she did it. Hissing through her teeth, she held herself still, holding her breath as she let it ease away. Ghost shifted quickly beside her, his cold wet nose pressing into her arm. The tight bandage wrapped around her rib cage bloomed with a wet warmth. Lifting her shirt, she peered down in the lowlight to see the fresh blood seeping into the dressing. ”It's okay,” she whispered to the wolf, but mostly to herself, letting her hand rest gently on his massive head for a moment. ”I just need to get this changed,” she whispered, forcing herself up onto her hips. She carefully pulled the shirt over her head to avoid getting blood on it, pulled her hair back into a long loose braid, and made her way out into the light rainfall. As gently and quickly as she could, Hel set about stoking the still burning embers from her fire the night before, covered mostly by a thick canopy of trees. Once the flames were big enough, she set about undoing the dressing, wincing at the lack of pressure and each time the cloth tugged against her wound as it was unwound. She threw the old dressing into the flames to burn away the scent of her blood, uncertain if she’d gotten far enough away from the battlefield.Setting about digging in her pack for the thick salve she’d made a few nights ago and a new strip of cloth, her mind wandered back over the battle. She’d been no stranger to the horrors of war. Hel had fought for her village. Watched her youngest brother ripped away into the darkness. Made her way through burning homes and hordes of creatures feasting on screaming children to do what she could to save them. It had not been enough, and she’d succumbed to her injuries and the wilds then. Taken only a few weeks later to that dark hellpit she tried to avoid thinking of. But it had been many years since those days by now, and even though the horrors still lurked in her dreams and poisoned her mind, there was a distance. Only a few days ago she saw some of those same sights again. Soldiers ripped apart in the mud, boys begging for their mothers, their gods, or death. The stench of blood and shit as bowels emptied in fear and death. Creatures she hadn’t even known existed reaching into her ribs to try and flay her apart. She closed her eyes briefly, trying to settle her mind and push the images away. She had to focus on this wound and getting back to the barracks eventually before being marked a deserter. The medics had tried to pull her uniform away in the field, but she’d fought like hell through that burning agony, afraid what they’d do if they discovered she was a woman all that time. She looked over at it now, hanging limply from the tree limb to attempt to dry it. She’d washed what blood she could from it, she could only hope it was enough. Setting down next to the fire, she put her cold bare feet as close as she dared to warm them and began to scoop the thick ointment into her hands. |