04-05-2022, 03:35 AM
While a journey may not have been long or arduous should he have bothered setting upon it, there was no guarantee it would have proven fruitful. So a letter had been sent in his sted. Hopeful that it would reach its’ destination these coming days, find itself in the hands of another when next he visited Kaisermont. Yet Augustus knew all to well by now that there was never any promise of when that man would return to his favored haunt nor where steps may lead him when it came to chasing after those damned creatures.
Though if luck was on his side and timing was right, he’d be able to catch the man at home. Bring about the chance that a path may lead him back to Odersten and into a wolf’s embrace even if only temporarily. A piece of him longed to assist in those hunts whenever they arose, a nose sharper than any mortals, senses keen beyond what mere training could offer and yet there were ties which often kept him closer to the land of wolves.
Was it complacency to accept the roles given or merely an unwillingness to let down those he’d come to know here? Questions he still searched for answers to even as feet risked becoming rooted. He cared not of a father’s approval, going out of his way to spite him; faintly heeded the hushed worries of a mother whenever she visited. But there had come one deemed as needing protection, another who’s eyes he pined for. So for now he stays even as a mind wished to roam. Break all connections and simply run… but he couldn’t do that. Not to them.
Yet no matter the truths he tried to deny, August still sought the familiar company of another. One who’d often held his gaze over the years (no matter how one sided) though perhaps this night those eyes would grace him in turn. That is if communications had been seen. Negative thought he tried not to linger on despite how the evening already grew late. Sparks of hopefulness steadily beginning to fizzle and fade beneath the burn of alcohol.
Maybe he wasn’t coming. Perhaps he truly hadn’t gotten the letter and that self-assigned work would continue to keep him at bay. Out of reach. Nothing he could truly ever be blamed for yet still ears pulled back as a mind mulled over possibilities. What was he to do with himself if left to his own devices this night? A glass steadily raised to his lips as eyes stared blankly on, occasionally drifting from his drink to pass over unknown faces.
Though if luck was on his side and timing was right, he’d be able to catch the man at home. Bring about the chance that a path may lead him back to Odersten and into a wolf’s embrace even if only temporarily. A piece of him longed to assist in those hunts whenever they arose, a nose sharper than any mortals, senses keen beyond what mere training could offer and yet there were ties which often kept him closer to the land of wolves.
Was it complacency to accept the roles given or merely an unwillingness to let down those he’d come to know here? Questions he still searched for answers to even as feet risked becoming rooted. He cared not of a father’s approval, going out of his way to spite him; faintly heeded the hushed worries of a mother whenever she visited. But there had come one deemed as needing protection, another who’s eyes he pined for. So for now he stays even as a mind wished to roam. Break all connections and simply run… but he couldn’t do that. Not to them.
Yet no matter the truths he tried to deny, August still sought the familiar company of another. One who’d often held his gaze over the years (no matter how one sided) though perhaps this night those eyes would grace him in turn. That is if communications had been seen. Negative thought he tried not to linger on despite how the evening already grew late. Sparks of hopefulness steadily beginning to fizzle and fade beneath the burn of alcohol.
Maybe he wasn’t coming. Perhaps he truly hadn’t gotten the letter and that self-assigned work would continue to keep him at bay. Out of reach. Nothing he could truly ever be blamed for yet still ears pulled back as a mind mulled over possibilities. What was he to do with himself if left to his own devices this night? A glass steadily raised to his lips as eyes stared blankly on, occasionally drifting from his drink to pass over unknown faces.